There was your dream in which
we all were drowning and
somehow you set me free and
the only thing I wanted to do was
to find your dream and live it
didn't know it was a nightmare
but I lived on til today and
somehow, as usually, survived
after many years and many trips
I found it somewhere in England
a fucking meteor in flames and
I chose to burn inside as a phoenix
what I never was
never trained in Island of Death Queen
and I touched your dream
soft as a velvet button for a moment
it was the best but anyway
there never were many moments
known as 'the best' so
even if it wasn't nothing special
it worked, you know that
and let's face it
the fire died when I reached your heart
frozen as damn Atlantis
and sunk forever as well
and that cold is the only thing now
it has been for ages
but somwhere has to be the fire
at least the embers, come on
buried in the past I chose to live on
so I'll learn to like your cold
just the same I've been doing with you
all these bloody years even not
knowing why or what or who to
Fuck.
They play these old cheesy 70's rock
songs for all-time losers
on the waiting lounge at airports that
it just feels like home.
Man, I really hate Manchester.
Ok so
Here is where everybody stops reading
and I can finally tell the truth
I don't know who you are anymore
I didn't know back then
I know you are tired of being written here
I'm tired of writing you
But as you realized last weekend
Is the only thing left
I rush goodbyes to rush embraces
only time I can feel something
so it's goodbye forever for a while
like everytime we talk
you see, I don't care too much about family
I'm losing my friends
some of them I never really had
not very good meeting new people
not taking chances when there are
not really good at writing anymore
a total walking disaster
I hate to speak
I wouldn't even lick the
soles of your ragged Converse anymore
so what else is left here
can't wait til this forever ends
I'll need "for a while" soon
my eyes speak only of you
This is the real Neverending Story
That Ende didn't know shit
You fuckin' one in a million
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