Ye'll get a black moon

This morning I had a dream
just before waking up
in which my friend Ion 
a horrible singer but
he knows to rock n' roll
still a good friend
was visiting Edinburgh
he had been before but
not with me so screw him
anyway he was here 
because I was down so
he took me to  this
old whiskey shop in the Royal
just to cheer me up and
after choosing a bottle he
went inside with a pretty
waitress to taste it together
and the workers were saying
"isn't he a happy fella?"
He really is but not me
I stood over the counter 
looking nowhere and waiting
dramaqueening so
the workers handed me a note
that he gave them for me
written by her mother who
surprisingly was the writer
of A Song Of Ice And Fire
and not that fat old man
anyway her mother went 
ill and died recently
only according to my dream
she wrote a letter for me
during her illness
even if she didn't know me 
my friend told her about
how things were 
so basically she said there
that I should try harder
everything in life
she was dying but
she kept trying everyday
to write, to live, to breath
and to be close to people
here and there
she knew that she had just
a few days left but
she kept living til the end
"just the same you should do
happens you don't want to"
she ended quoting some
old english poem that
I can barely remember
something like this

"if ye look for the sky
in a reflection in the sea
on a dark starless night
ye'll get a black moon"

Ye'll get a black moon.

My friend went all the way
just to tell me this
and I keep getting 
black moons everywhere
Then I woke up.